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Name: April
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Isreal and Gaza

I know that there are mixed feelings about the war between Isreal and Gaza right now. The news is painting Isreal as the bad guys. Everyone is calling for Isreal to spot the fighting and leave Gaza alone. The problem with that it if Isreal stop it would be like signing on to be killed.

I have a friend that lives in Isreal. Everyday I fear for her and her families lifes. She watches the news and can not believe what is being said. She went through her two years of required Army Service and hated it. The news is painting people from Isreal as the bad guys that just want blood but that is not the real story. Isreal's army tries as hurt as they can not to kill children and the general public but the Hamas are being trained to grab children and anyone off the streets to use as sheilds. They are grabbing their own people to protect themselves. It is sad that the news is painting this bad picture of Isreal when they are just trying to protect themselves and their families. I am putting a few links to vidoes that Lil (my friend in Isreal) has passed on to me and now I am passing them on to you.

Please Watch them begin you judge Isreal for what they are doing just to stay alive.

http://www.bicom.org.uk/videos/bbc-news--military-analysis

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7mFTafnuAs&feature=related

http://www.israel-vs-palestine.com/gz/

Thanks for taking your time to listen to me and my friend Lil.

Currently
Moonlight - The Complete Series
By Alex O'Loughlin, Sophia Myles
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

This was the day that I have been waiting for since I met Ryan. Ok so maybe I have not been waiting this whole time for this day, but a long time at least. I guess I should pay a little more attention to the time, because really this happened last night. Since I am not up at Graceland anymore, I will not have a candle passing so I will get tell the story here instead.

Last night Ryan and I went to eat with his family. It was nice because not only was it his direct family (mom, dad, sister, and brother) it was also his grandparents. We all went out to eat and had a lot of fun talking and hanging out. I really love his whole family. It was funny because one of his really good friends named Brie worked at the place we ate and so told her boss that she wanted our table. I had not met Brie yet, because she was a friend from high school and I still have not met a lot of Ryan's friends from high school. During dinner I saw out of the corner of my eye her do something and Ryan react, but I had no idea what was going on. I found out later that she was asking him if he had proposed yet, which he hadn't, and Ryan was trying to wave her off. Dinner was really good and a lot of fun. When we all got back from dinner Ryan went to his room to change and fold his clothes he has been washing that day. After he was finished he asked me if I wanted to go for a walk down to the river. His parents don't live to far from the Mississippi river. They live up on a big hill and a few blocks away so they don't have to worry about flooding, but close enough that it is not a bad walk down to the river. So Ryan and I went for a walk to the river, and I could tell that he was thinking about something. A lot of time when we are walking we are just enjoying the time together and talk about whatever comes up, which we were doing, but this time I could tell that he was not really is to the conversation because he was thinking about something else. When we got back to the river he walked us out on this dock. I love water and one of my favorite things to do is sit at the end of dock. To me it feels like I am sitting on the water itself not the dock, because I can only see water around me. Well the sun was setting and so we were just standing there watching the sun set, holding each other, when Ryan asked. "April I have a very important question to ask you, and you probably know the question and I probably know the answer but I will ask you anyways. But first I need a visual aid." He pulled a ring box out of his pocket and got down on one knee. "April will you marry me?" I said "Of course. I love you." We kissed and he stood up. He then put the ring on my finger. It was so cute and very Ryan like. We had been talking about getting married a lot lately and he ever asked me what my finger size was and what I would want in a ring so I knew that he was going to ask me, but I just didn't know when. After we kissed a few more times we turned back to the sunset and just enjoy the natural beauty of it. He had his arms wrapped around me and I was just enjoying being close to him and knowing that I was going to marry this wonderful man, when he turned to him and asked "So that was a yes right?" It was so cute. Of course I told him YES. It was so cute that he just wanted to hear the words. In all the excitement and all I guess all I said was, of course, so I can see how it wanted to make sure that it was a yes.

When we walked back to this house everything was just hanging out having fun. We wanted to tell everyone but the whole family was not home yet. His dad was helping a lady from church with some computer things, so we wanted to wait for everyone to be there. Everyone that was home decided to play a game and just have some fun, so I was trying to hide my ring. I didn't want to take it off because it felt so good on my finger so I just tried really hard not to draw attention to it. Kayla (Ryan's sister) knew that he was going to ask me today and was really excited to say something, but was great in waiting till we told everyone at once. When Ryan's dad got home he joined in the game of Catch Phrase that everyone was playing. We were all getting loopy and it was getting harder and harder to play the game so he did a few more rounds around the table before we call it a night for the game. At the end of the game Ryan was like "Well I have one more game for you all." I guess it was going to say guess what is on April's hand, but the minute that everyone saw the ring the game was over. For the next 30 minutes or so everyone was congraduating us and then they all wanted to take pictures. It was a lot of fun.

We have had told my parents yet. I don't know that I want to tell them over the phone so I think that I will wait till I go home on the 23th to tell them. It seems like a long ways away but I want to see their faces. I know that they already gave Ryan promission but still there is just something you want to do in person. I have only really told Susie about it, but I changed my info on facebook to say engaged to Ryan instead of just in a relationship with him. We don't have a date picked out yet but the idea is that we are going to wait till he graduates from college first. I am so happy, and can't seem to stop smiling. So that it my news for now. I will let everyone know when the wedding is going to be.

Love to everyone.

Currently Listening
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I can hear the bells
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Monday, June 23, 2008

Some days I feel like I am the mother of 4 or more.

Working in a group home for people with disabilities sometimes makes me feel like I am their mother. I love my job. It is a lot of fun and it is a chance for me to act like a kid. The people that I live and work with are so much fun to talk to and spend time with. When I first took this job my mom was excited because it would help me learn all the thing that it takes me to a mom. At first I thought that she was joking and just trying to mess with me. Now that I have been here over a year I have realized that I have learned a lot about what it is like I have learned a lot about what it is going to be like to be a parent. I feel like when Ryan and I get married I will be able to make a nice comfortable home. I was always worried about that before, but I now understand what it is like to run a home.

Ok time to get back to cooking dinner.

 


Sunday, June 08, 2008

It's raining and pouring and I love it.

Ryan has been in town which makes me happy as well. I always miss him when we are not together. He is a great guy and I love him so much. It is hard to believe that we have been together for 3 years and 6 months. It seems like I have known him my whole life. He is so caring and understanding. I am always glad to spend time with him.

Only than that I am just happy that it is storming outside and I get to be inside looking out. It is a little warmer than way. I am a water person by nature so whenever it rains I get so happy. If I thought that anyone would come to my wedding I would totally have it outside in the rain. The only problem would be that I would not be able to wear a traditional wedding dress, but oh well. I have been thinking a lot of what I would want during my wedding. I was never one of those girls that dreamed about the prefect wedding their whole lifes. I was more interesting in play outside and beating up the boys. I was always seem as so weird when I would go to church camps, because I was the only girl that was just friends with the guys not throwing myself at them asking them to go out with me. I guess I always figured that if I was friends with guys that somehow romanic feelings would form from that friendship. If I really think about it that is how it worked. With every guy that I ever liked I was friends with him first save one. My first real boyfriend Ben, (real as in not a summer fling like I had with George). Ben and I met one night and then a few days later we were dating. It was the fastest and crazist thing I have ever been involved with.

I have learned a lot over the years and I now understand that it is best to be friends with anyone before you start something on a deeper level. Well I am going to go watch the storm now. Peace. Out.


Sunday, May 18, 2008

Life has been busy.

  • Work: changing jobs, helping set up new day program
  • Relationship: I miss Ryan a lot. I am getting really tired of not being around him.
  • Church: The bell group that I have been playing with are almost done for the summer, but there is still a lot to be done.

That is just a little taste of what my life is like. Ok so maybe it just seems busy to me, because I have been sick on top of everything else. I really hate when I am sick. I always feel so helpless. The last time I was sick was Christmas time, and that was not to bad have because Ryan was in town and was there to help take care of me. This time he is not home, so not able to take care of me. It is not like there is much that he can do to help me when I am sick but it is always nice to have someone that loves you around when you are sick.

The mian thing that I wanted to talk about tonight is that face that CBS has cancelled a great show. I dont know how many people out there watch the show Moonlight, but I have to say that it is one great show. If you have never hear of it I think you should look it up on youtube it is a good show. It is about vampires, but vampires that want to help others. On top of that there are some really hot vamps. The main character is the hottest. Sorry I need to get off how hot Mick St.John is. The problem here is that it is a great show that I have just got in to it and now they want to take it off the air. NNNOOOO!!!!!.

Ok so that is all I have for now. I could keep going on and on about Moonlight and everything to do with it but I am tired.

Love to everyone.



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